why always with the hard?

Ok, it's long past due for Taliesen to have an honest-to-God bitch!!!!
Why is it all so hard??? And I'm not talking about the big things either... Like money too little or not being able to talk to our family and friends frequently enough. I mean, those things SUCK and they do make life a lot harder, but THOSE things I can deal with. Gee, it sux and it's hard, but it's ok because it's meant to be and I can handle the test of strength... But WHERE in the cosmos does it say the LITTLE things have to be hard. Why does getting a NY drivers license have to be so hard, so time consuming, so expensive... A test and then a class and then a road test? WTF??? I've been driving for over 6 years!!! Why is it so hard to send money from my account here to my account in Australia??? IT'S MY MONEY!!! Why does finding a job that is fulfilling have to be so hard. I was good at my job in sydney, now I have a job that by all rights should be easier, and I'm not good at it??? Why is finding time in every day to do everything so hard? Why is not bursting into tears at the drop of a hat so FUCKING HARD??? Pardon my language, but I'm having the worst day ever, and it's made worse by the fact that my boss is self-absorbed, is posative that nothing outside of her little world matters and DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH!!! Wow, sorry to dump on all of you reading this... But here's a hint if the thought hadn't occured to you already... (hearing from a loved one would really cheer this old girl up right about now) my email inbox can never be too full... I miss everyone in Australia so much right now. I hope you are all well...
Sending my love, as always,
Taliesen.