All of the reasons my life SUX!!!!!!!!

The rain is oppressing, all my shoes leak, our toilet flooded our bathroom, my iPod got stolen, I haven't heard from Brooklyn College, my friends are all MIA, our tax return still hasn't come, my brother was vomiting blood, I forgot my lunch at home, my job still sux, our turtle died, haven't been to the gym in a week, I broke my second longest nail, daylight savings has screwed me out of talking to my friends, and Daniel and I haven't had fresh green veggies in over a WEEK!!!!!!!
I'm dying. All this crap is killing me. I am falling into a depression and I can't get up!!! AAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Now, I will explain all of the above... some of it, I admit, is not as bad as it sounds.
It is raining here in New York, HARD. It is that dark, dismal, rain that last for DAYS!!!!! And it is oppressive and depressing. Not to mention, my second point, NONE of my shoes protect from the wet. Not my sneakers, not my boots... I need to get myself a pair of gum-boots (I swear they are fashionable item in this city.... and, OH, SSOOOOOOOO necessary), but they are not in our budget...
This morning I woke up, cranky (didn't sleep well) and while in the shower had the joy of watching our toilet overflow and flood our bathroom. AWESOME!!! So, I had to stay and wait for the super, and then clean up and disinfect everything before leaving for work... yes, I was late. Thankfully, because of the rain, so was everyone else.
I have finally come to terms with (and stopped hoping it turns up or gets given back to me) the fact that my iPod was stolen last Tuesday, I think from my desk at work. It was engraved on the back, for crying out loud!!!! It was a birthday present from my loving husband and... and... it was REALLY FUN!!!!!! And now it's gone. It was meant to come back to me on Friday - Friday the 13th. My lucky day, remember?? But NO!!! Nothing. And now it's gone and I'm sad.
Also, on Friday the 13th - my lucky day - I was SUPPOSED to hear from Brooklyn College. I was supposed to be called or e-mailed to be told they wanted me to enroll in their school. But NO!!!! Nothing. No phone call, no e-mail, so now I'm just waiting and I don't know what to expect or when... and that SUX!!!!!
Then there's my friends. Of all my friends here in New York, half of them are out of town and the ones that ARE here have either taken bitch-pills recently or are out of town for work. Brandon doesn't know when he'll get back from LA, Stephen won't be back till OCTOBER... and everyone else is either not returning phone calls, busy, or SERIOUSLY acting horribly.... I think it's the weather, but it SUX!!!!!
And, not that it's going to be that exciting because the whole thing is already allocated to bills and overseas bills, but our tax return still hasn't come and it's getting VERY close to the END of the period it was meant to come in... There are so many ways in which we are screwed if it doesn't come in the next few days.
THEN, this weekend, I hear my bother, Josh, is taken to hospital because he was vomiting blood. They think he swallowed something but when they x-rayed him, they couldn't see anything. The hospital sent him home, saying that whatever it was will probably pass through his system (don't get me started on all the scary questions THAT possibility brings to mind). So, after freaking out for almost a day, I finally get the rest of the story. The doctors having told Jo that if Josh eats in the morning then he'll be fine, she tried to feed him breakfast and when unsuccessful, tried soft ice cream. He vomited that up, but with it came the plastic birthday cake candle holder that had been lodged in his throat and had cut him internally. He was very proud of finally coughing it up and calls it his "flower"... we are now, apparently, all ok.
The next two are pretty self explanitory. I left my lunch at home. That made me sad because I was looking forward to it. Thank God I have a travel tube of vegimite in my desk drawer and there were still breakfast bagels downstairs. However, NOW
I am upset because I don't even have enough vegimite left to have one more whole piece of toast. Then, that reminds me that we're almost out at home, too.... bbvvvvvvvvvvv.
My job does still suck. I almost feel invisible here, it SUX!!!!!
Yes, our turtle died. It actually happened a few weeks ago, and NO, it was NOT our fault. He had food, he had water... although, our apartment did get very hot for a couple of days in a row when the radiators would be turned on while we were out. I think he kind of got cooked. Or at least, just severely dehydrated... But he had water... I just don't understand and it makes me sad!!!!!
Again, the next couple are also self-explanatory...
Haven't been to the gym in a week, and feel fat and bloated and ugly and gross!!!!!! And, yesterday, I broke my REALLY long, pinky finger nail. And not even doing something laborious!!!! I was sitting on the couch, I moved my arm, my hand dragged along the couch fabrick for a SECOND, and then, half my fingernail sitting there next to me... SOOOO WRONG!!! I was JUST SITTING THERE!!!!! Very upset, I've been working so hard on growing my fingernails... arrgghh!!!
Now that daylight savings has changed to both countries I am now NEVER at work at the same time at my friends.... It used to be that at about 3 or 4 pm (a couple of hours before I head home) all my friends in Sydney would be arriving at their jobs and all get on messenger. So, I'd have several opportunities every week to have an hour or two-long catch up with my friends. Now, we're an hour earlier, their an hour later and we're NEVER on the net at the same time... I miss my friends. I miss just chatting on a regular basis, I miss talking about stupid, mundane stuff, I miss everyone and I'm lonely and sad, and if Daniel weren't here with me I don't know what I'd do... I miss everyone ssoooooo much.
And, with no money, Daniel and I haven't been able to afford fresh veggies in a week. I miss fresh, green veggies. I miss spinach, and broccoli, and beans. Having no money SUX ASS. I hate it and I'm miserable. And everything else that has happened OR NOT HAPPENED in the last week just makes it worse!!!!!
LIFE IS TERRIBLE... well, this week, anyway...
ok... enough of my over-reactionary rant.
LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!
Write soon. Love to you all from both of us.
Taliesen.