Just a quick update...

Tomorrow I have an appointment to go to Brooklyn College and meet with Professor Vivier and the Acting teacher because they want to see me.... AGAIN!!!!
I've been told to go with a couple of modern monologues prepared and they want to work with me.
I honestly don't know how I feel about his... Grateful, nervous, a little scared.
Considering how sick I was on the day of my audition and callback, I am grateful to have another chance to show them who I am. I am, however, very scared as usual that they'll see me and decide DEFINITELY that they really DON'T like me. I mean, if I had gotten turned down a place in their course, I could tell myself that it really was because I was sick that day and didn't do my best work. NOW, if they turn me down, I'll really have to face up to the fact that they don't like me. THAT is not a prospect I want...
So, I'm just going to HAVE to go in there tomorrow, take this blessed opportunity by the horns, and KICK ASS!!! Simple as that really... I have no choice.... My hands are tied.

Wish me luck, all... This is it. Make or Break time!!!!!
Love to you all. As always.