The Ups and the Downs!!!!

So... well... what's to say...
I was rolling with the punches. Just got GREAT headshots done and was going to start going to open call auditions next week. Got a new job that has a flexible schedule and everything. Then, JUST NOW... as in, 20 minutes ago, I got a call from Brooklyn College inviting me to join them NEXT WEEK for their graduate acting program starting THIS SEMESTER (they had someone drop out)... So... I guess I'm going to graduate school. I mean, it's what I've wanted for over two years, it's why we moved to the US... I just... why can't things EVER go as planned. So, this is a HUGE bomb... I'm excited, but also, SO scared. I don't think I'll be able to keep my job, I don't know how we'll afford me going to school full-time...But, then, this industry is a rollercoaster... and when was a rollercoaster EVER predictable?
So, that's my news... crap!!!! Now what???